I am sad to share the passing of Ranger Tom Eckhoff. Rest in peace, brave warrior. You fought the good fight, finished the race, and kept the faith. 

My sister recently sent me a link to a New York Times article entitled, “Please Don’t Thank Me for My Service,” written by Matt Richtel, published on February 21, 2015. She asked me what I thought of it.

Like a bad heat rash on a hot summer day, the article irritated me. I agree that the “thank you for your service” phenomenon is real, but the attitudes and conclusions drawn by the veterans interviewed for this article seemed prickly and malformed; lacking in grace. Their comments made me suspect that on some level, they may still be wrestling with their war demons and have not fully resolved the conflict in the belly of their souls. They certainly do not speak for all of us.

It was 1977, seven years after my discharge from the Army, when someone first thanked me for my service in Vietnam. It was very significant to me and I can still remember every detail of the exchange.

I was working on the Alaskan pipeline in Prudhoe Bay, Alaska. How awkward and self-conscious I was when the stranger walked right up to me and thanked me for my service. Unexpectedly, I felt a relief of sorts because it broke the strange, long silence that had existed between me and “them” about the Vietnam war. “Them” meaning everyone else. It was a bridge that helped me integrate more fully into civilian life. I was speechless then, and still mumble my appreciation when people thank me. I am still uncomfortable when a speaker asks all the veterans to stand up and be recognized on Veteran’s Day. I comply because of my wife’s insistent prodding that I stand, with repeated nudges against my leg.

I may sometimes be uncomfortable when thanked for my service, but not because people are insincere or shallow, or trying to assuage their civilian guilt, as the author of the Times article suggests. I’m pretty sure it’s our problem, not theirs. I would suggest that it’s perfectly natural to thank someone for serving their country, especially during a time of war and conflict. When you think about it, not to acknowledge the veterans’ service may be considered thoughtless. But not according to Freedman.

“They have no skin in the game with these wars. There’s no draft.” No real opinion either, he said. “At least with Vietnam, people spit on you and you knew they had an opinion.” “Thank you for your service,” he said, is almost the equivalent of “I haven’t thought about any of this.”

Similarly, Garth is offended when thanked. 

…Mr. Garth, 26, said that when he gets thanked, it can feel self-serving for the thankers, suggesting that he did it for them, and that they somehow understand the sacrifice, night terrors, feelings of loss and bewilderment. Or, don’t think about it at all.

“I pulled the trigger,” he said. “You didn’t. Don’t take that away from me.”

In response, I ask two simple questions. If not for them, then for whom did you serve? How does one’s nominal understanding of the effects of war disqualify his appreciation?

The passengers on Flight 1549 didn’t know how it felt for the pilot to fly an Airbus A320 into the Hudson, but that didn’t disqualify them from expressing their heartfelt gratitude toward Captain Scully for saving their lives. Their thanks were appropriate, real, and sincere. And how odd would it be for Captain Scully to smolder with resentment because they didn’t know how much he endured or the trauma he experienced while trying to protect them?

How can a civilian know the horrors of war without experiencing it firsthand? The whole point of the soldier going to war is so that others don’t have to. To respond by saying “I pulled the trigger, you didn’t,” seems suspiciously resentful, as though Mr. Garth is carrying a chip on his shoulder, revealed by the rest of his sentence, “don’t take that away from me”.

To borrow a line from Jack Nicholson in the movie A Few Good Men, “We live in a world that has walls, and those walls have to be guarded by men with guns. Who’s gonna do it? You?…You…? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom.”

We stood on the wall for our nation because they needed us there. Most everyone gets that on some level. And when they get it, what naturally comes next is simply, “Thank you.” To equate the sentiment “Thank you for your service” with “I haven’t thought about any of this” is quite a leap on Mr. Freedman’s part.

I love Tim O’Brian’s writing. His book, The Things They Carried, is one of the best. He is the unofficial poet laureate of war. But I think he might be a little intoxicated with his own philosophy when he states that the appreciative are thanking him “without having the courage to ask whether the mission was even right.”

Can we appreciate the firefighters and police who stand on the wall daily within our cities without first having to define the motivations for our gratitude through the excruciating strainer of complete self-examination, or test our courage by asking if their “mission is even right?” And wouldn’t it be a strange response indeed for a firefighter or policeman to react with resentment and suspicion toward the thankful?

Those who are simply expressing heartfelt thanks should not undergo psychoanalytic scrutiny or have their motives impugned, or assumptions made about their thoughts or courage. Let gratitude remain and be humbly received.

I still stumble about… not knowing what to say other than “your welcome” when someone thanks me for my service. I’m sure in part because I experience that “thing” that happens. “Something in the stomach tumbles,” as Tim O’Brien describes it. Expressions of appreciation just don’t juxtapose well with “the evil, nasty stuff you do in war.” And, like Captain Scully, we were just doing our job the best we could and, for the record, I don’t consider us heroes. I reserve that distinction for those who didn’t make it home in one piece.

To Mr. Garth, Mr. Freedman and Mr. O’Brian, I say, “Thank you for your service.”

TB Stamper

Photo Credit: Horst Faas

Link to: Please Don’t Thank Me For My Service


“Freedom is never more than one generation from extinction. We didn’t pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same, or one day we will spend our sunset telling our children and our children’s children what is was once like in the United States where men were free.”
–Ronald Reagan

“My usual philosophy follows that Hope Is Not An Option. I was invited by my grandson to attend the 4th grade presentation for Veterans Day. I was not expecting much. I figured some folks would show up who had their child in the class. The kids would sing some songs, say some words and do the ‘Thank You’ thing. The important part was that I was there for my grandson. I was wrong.

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